Business Wisewoman | Trendsetter | Maverick
I am Jennifer. I was born wide awake and “conscious” to a self employed, workaholic, neglectful, narcissist mother and an abusive alcoholic father. Let’s just say that when I chose the level of challenges I would receive in this life time, I clicked the “select all” button. Challenging as it was, it set the stage for the level of brilliant awareness that I bring to you and your business. I needed to be psychic to survive, to not be in the places where my abusers could locate me, to know way ahead of time when something was coming my way.
At age 7, I was already a budding entrepreneur offering luxury gardening services to the neighbour, a tug boat captain, he would go away and come back to an opulently radiant garden and happily tip me 4 to 5 times my hourly rate.
At age 12, my fascination with what made people respected, successful and powerful started. While my friends were playing kissing tag, I was reading about Catherine the Great, Queen Elizabeth the First, Cleopatra, Margaret Thatcher and Madonna. At age 16, I took my first self-development training called “The Pursuit of Excellence” with people double and triple my age.
I wanted to know:
- Who were respected, powerful and successful people on the inside?
- Why did they make the choices they made?
- What is their purpose on the planet?
- What choices were they predictably making to be successful and fulfilled in their lives?
- What energetic soul signature did they have?
My chaotic childhood didn’t teach me anything about building the self confidence of a leader, making choices that had longevity or brought prosperity, embracing my purpose and the systems that would bring success and fulfillment.
Admittedly, I did learn how to be very responsible, clean a house from top to bottom with sparkle and how to make a bed with mitred corners, while becoming a trophy winning equestrian.
Being awake and conscious left me wanting. Working hard to bring home money, only to be so upset by your day that you had to “drink it off” didn’t feel to me like something I wanted to do when I grew up. I escaped into nature with my dog, my horse and my books.
Although my deep psychic awareness ultimately was my secret weapon to ‘survival’, the fear based ‘indoctrination’ I had received took its toll.
I closed down my psychic gifts. I believed my abusers when they told me, “I would never amount to much.” I lived with crippling dread. I morphed who I was in every situation as a strategy to fit in. I felt desperately alone. When every situation I went into experienced a “recession or market correction”, I felt unworthy and suicidal.
Deep down, I knew I needed to make some giant changes. I did all the regular things, I got married, I had kids, I developed a side hustle and still the unworthy goblin followed me, I attracted abusive people, who fed the goblin, which in turn fed me unworthiness for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
I knew I had to get out of small town Canada, make some big changes and spread my wings. I divorced my abusive narcissist husband, moved to the “Big City” with my two boys under 5, hired a live-in caregiver so my boys could play at their own home and create friendships in their own neighbourhood after school.
Again, the “market dropped” and I was left swimming hard upstream to provide for my family. At the same time, my children’s father got permission to not only move the children to his home, but to move his family home over 1200 km away from me, in spite of his promises that he would not move, and my lawyer’s assertions that there was “no way” that the ruling would go against me.
I thought I wasn’t going to survive it. I spent the next month in bed, unemployed, scared, alone, without my most valuable and fulfilling work as Mum to my two boys, not knowing when I was going to see them again.
At this point, the darkest night of the soul, I realized I needed professional help. I began a search for the assistance essential to heal the multi-generational trauma that was keeping me from the deeply respected, successful and powerful life I was craving at a soul level.
I took every parenting course I could find, every top-shelf self development Guru’s protocol (you know all their names), I had psychotherapy, CBT, Reiki, Acupuncture, anything that I could see that would make a difference in how I was wired inside.
During this deep dive, I came across a modality called Access Consciousness, based on asking deep questions, getting the awareness of the body, adjusting my life trajectory based on my own awareness of what made my body feel terrible and what made my body feel at peace. I perked up. My psychic gifts began to awaken again, blossom. I could sense what people’s bodies were saying, what my own body was telling me. The feedback I was getting from the sessions I was delivering was miraculous, people were quitting additions, curing illnesses, sleeping better, attracting abundance and money, having more fun.
At the same time, I was working in real estate management. It was trial by fire, while I knew the language of real estate from working in real estate sales and mortgage brokerage, the reality of the day to day operations of real estate management was very challenging. Almost never, does anyone call the property manager to tell them that they are doing an excellent job. It was like spotting a Unicorn on your front lawn to get a compliment. While I did get many positive letters and emails and loved the people I worked with, it was a deeply unfulfilling and stressful profession for someone as sensitive as me.
In spite of my psychic gifts, I still put myself in another place where I could not thrive, could not be myself and could not experience the deep respect, success and power that I craved.
Instead of leaving this place, I caved. I became like my own Father, I required 2 stiff drinks to calm down when I got home from work. I went to my doctor, she told me I needed to prove to myself that I wasn’t an alcoholic. She gave me a letter to give to my work letting them know I was taking an indefinite break.
Living and expressing who you are at Soul level in a society that largely denies and suppresses this aspect of you is fraught with pitfalls.
I believe we can’t do it by ourselves. EVERY successful person, every one, has a guide, a mentor, a shaman.
After my work refused to change or modify my portfolio I doubled down.
I embarked on a powerful quest to understand who I am and what I am here to do, what respected, successful and powerful people do, with special interest in the body, consciousness and money; which resulted in years of professional training in the psychology of success, meditation, energetic medicine, law of attraction, Access Consciousness Bars and Body Process, Access Consciousness Certified Facilitator training, Platinum Right Riches for You Facilitator, Right Relationship for You Training, The psychology of money, business mentorship , consulting and coaching training, Pranic Healing, Quantum Touch, Shamanic Healing, Human Design, The Gene Keys, Astrology.
I knew deep down that I wasn’t cut out for the 9–5.
My Entrepreneurial Soul was blossoming.
I started to be invited to travel the world with my Access Consciousness classes, facilitating Russian speaking people in Russia, facilitating deeply transformational bodywork in Stone Circles in England, in the jungles of Costa Rica and the gorgeous cities and beaches of Australia. The more I facilitated, the more I felt like myself. The more accolades I received for the transformations people were experiencing.
Those classes allowed me to make more money and have more fun in 5 days than I ever made in a whole month of my soul sucking real estate management job. I was also one of the first facilitators to take to the new-at-the-time medium of Zoom and online facilitation of classes, sessions and programs way back in 2014.
I now have a luxury soul-based business consultancy that lights up my soul every day! My clients are making more in 19 days than they did in the whole previous year of business. They are happier, more expressed in their talents and are enjoying less time at work and more time for fun. They are experiencing deeply loving relationships and deeply rewarding clients, often for the first time in their lives.
While my journey has been challenging, and I had years of crippling dread, anxiety and unworthiness. Every experience, each one VERY important and perfect, made me wise, loving, compassionate and gave me great insight into the Soul, how business, money and soul aligns, how loved and essential we really are and of course, how to unravel our human conditioning.
I am happy to say that I am not taking myself into places that are abusive to me anymore. I am alcohol free. I have found my SELF and my Soul Calling in a market place that is growing by billions every year! I am respected, successful and in my full power. At last!
I’m not saying I am ‘enlightened’ or that I have my shit together at all times. What I am saying is that I am finally listening to my deep intuition and psychic gifts and following them.
I Own that I AM a Unicorn on the front lawn.
I am loving and compassionate to my Self. I giggle at the dumb stuff I do. I take naps. I am deeply at peace. I am living my purpose. I trust that life works FOR me at all times. I feel privileged to be on the planet in this extraordinary time in history. I feel respected, successful, powerful to have my transformational tool belt and be doing the correct work with the right clients for me.
For the first time, western women are waking up, claiming respect, success and power and the money that comes with it.
I trust my psychic guidance and act on it, and I unashamedly follow my bliss. I have learned to say no without feeling guilty. To not discount my services or give them away. I learned to be self-full-filled, putting myself first, making choices that satisfy me and most of all, how to love unconditionally myself and others, imperfections and all, the human condition in all its ‘market corrections and fluctuations’).
I am the well lit bridge to creating a life you love to live, a business that is delightful and profitable. You can experience heaven on Earth. I adore helping YOU to embody your Soul Talents and Genius fully into your life and your business and activate the systems and structure that promise longevity and legacy.
If I can do it, so can you!
I know, without doubt, that you are the powerful creator of your own life and business, that you CAN create whatever life you desire and that there is a specific reason you are here, wide awake and conscious, at this time of massive change on the planet.
You are the leader that is needed! Claiming your Divine Power, Abundance, Genius, BEING and embodying the change that you want to see in the world will show others the way. You are in the Right Place.
Your business is an extension of YOU. The bigger you can grow your business the more people you will be able to help. Doing that correctly, based on a business model that works for you and lights you up, is essential.
There are two important pieces of the puzzle:
1. Know where you are heading.
Your Human Design Incarnation Cross and Bodygraph, Your Akashic Records and Your Scientific Hand Analysis give my team and I invaluable access to the real reason you have incarnated on this planet at this time. What talents and abilities are yours by right and what business will fully express those talents.
2. Your Belief in your Self.
Whatever you believe about your Self and about life determines how you show up in your business. The results you are currently getting are a big indicator of your subatomic programming.
Up-levelling your business means that you’re going to need a new sense of worthiness and a new set of behaviors. You might even adopt a new set of values, habits and more conscious peers. This is not about working harder or pushing yourself. Once you align your business to who you are at soul level, you are in FLOW.
Change and transformation for our planet will come through the Divine Feminine. As women, when we value our own deep intuition and psychic gifts, inclusiveness, win/win, giving back, and collaboration, we all win. Valuing having a business that gives us time for our kids, our community, being able to work from home or having an office culture that is deeply nourishing is essential.
The more you can express who you are at Soul level, your deep talents AND use business as the vehicle of that expression, the more joy you have, the more money you have, the more you contribute to the frequency of the planet. Respect, Success and Power are a byproduct of you being who you truly incarnated to be at Soul Level.
When I am not on Zoom assisting my international clients to fulfil their ultimate business dreams, I am making plans for my soulmate partner Tom, my two boys (now 19 and 20) and I to embark on a trip of a lifetime, an international horseback adventure to Mongolia, the birthplace of the partnership between horses and people. The smell of pony breath is not to be missed in this lifetime, I highly recommend it.